REVOLVER

LITERARY MAGAZINE

Long ago, if my memory serves, life was a feast where every heart was open, where every wine flowed.


One night, I sat Beauty on my knee.—And I found her bitter.—And I hurt her.

I took arms against justice.

I fled, entrusting my treasure to you, o witches, o misery, o hate.

I snuffed any hint of human hope from my consciousness. I made the muffled leap of a wild beast onto any hint of joy, to strangle it.


Dying, I called out to my executioners so I could bite the butts of their rifles. I called plagues to suffocate me with sand, blood. Misfortune was my god. I wallowed in the mud. I withered in criminal air. And I even tricked madness more than once.

And spring gave me an idiot’s unbearable laughter.

Just now, having nearly reached death’s door, I even considered seeking the key to the old feast, through which, perhaps, I might regain my appetite.

Charity is the key.—Such an inspiration proves I must have been dreaming.


“A hyena you’ll remain, etc….” cries the demon that crowns me with many poppies.

De profundis Domine—what a fool I am!

Arthur Rimbaud — A Season In Hell